Lost

ok well i just thought venting might help and maybe someone can come up with an idea that might help. Well my life is been hell and i'm just lost due to all the shit i've delt with i'm missed a lot of things i was going to be married later this year but she died on me. I've been in alot of agruments with my folks about cause they don't want me to leave cause i was never with them (i lived with my mom till 2 yrs ago) so its vaild but i'm allmost 18 an have dreamed of being on my on for like ever. there trying to guilt trip me "we missed so much" and i'm not college yet but i need to get out ASAP. As my ex said "if you can't deal with it most people would have killed them selves". well i can't think too well thanks to the welts my "angel" lilttle brother gave me hey it hard when your dad is holding you back! cause he knows my bro will end up dead no joke last time i got into a fight it nearly happened so i understand his worry. but i'll post later bout this B/S if anyone can come up with something or just say that sux it help me alot. THX all

i'm sorry to hear about that shit man...even though i don't know you, if u need to vent or a person to talk to, i am a good listener. i don't blurt information out to people. i could try to imagine what you are going through, even though my life has never been that hard i could still listen
just remember one thing that i heard from tv "if life throws shit at you, you can always make a rose garden grow out of it"

I agree with Hogie. You need to vent ill listen. Sorry to hear bout your girl man that really really sucks. Lifes shitty in my own ways as well. All my friends have gfs and im still the "nice" guy that everyone wants to be friends with but no relationships. And getting left behind by my friends and having to be by myself for hours on end has changed my personality almost 180. I just try and be happy and thats all I can tell you to do. Live day to day and things will fall into place, things seem to happen that way sometimes.

Originally posted by Ace$nyper
ok well i just thought venting might help and maybe someone can come up with an idea that might help. Well my life is been hell and i'm just lost due to all the shit i've delt with i'm missed a lot of things i was going to be married later this year but she died on me. I've been in alot of agruments with my folks about cause they don't want me to leave cause i was never with them (i lived with my mom till 2 yrs ago) so its vaild but i'm allmost 18 an have dreamed of being on my on for like ever. there trying to guilt trip me "we missed so much" and i'm not college yet but i need to get out ASAP. As my ex said "if you can't deal with it most people would have killed them selves". well i can't think too well thanks to the welts my "angel" lilttle brother gave me hey it hard when your dad is holding you back! cause he knows my bro will end up dead no joke last time i got into a fight it nearly happened so i understand his worry. but i'll post later bout this B/S if anyone can come up with something or just say that sux it help me alot. THX all

sounds like your little brother needs to learn some respect, and you parents need to wake up

Hey everyone thanks for the help I feel a little better now my I spent the last 2 nights at a friends and i talked to him that helped. I'm really happy to see people took the time to post here so thx again for that and
I mean none of you really know me and you all were nice enough to be here and not pass judgements i'm really glad. THX again.
Hogie thanks for the saying i like that it cheered me right up.

Texas i'm kinda in the same boat with girls as you are i keep getting the your getting over her try back later yet i think i might be ready to date again. But don't worry you'll meet a nice girl if you ever want any hints feel free to ask i've picked up a few tricks spending so much time with one.

Sean yea my lil bro does need to learn some respect but i've known that for a while i'm more shook up about my folks.

Thanks Ace if I have any questions I'll ask, but from being around my friends I've learned almost anything and everything and getting fucked over helped as well. In fact I pretty much saved my roomates ass from having his gf dump him last week by giving him advice.

OK i'm glad you know your stuff and your a good friend by helping your buddy out.

To look on the bright side, I'd rather have a girlfriend leave before we got married, than have her lose interest after we've said our vows. - but that's just my opinion.

yea i hear you there. Also to clear up i'm in college to take my H/S credits i'm not in my 4/8 year yet (i'm in my comm. college)